Unleash me!

Gees! I indeed AM under her influence... and she is so clever. She shows her claws whenever I am ready to take action on something she doesn't approve. Not before, not when I am ONLY talking about the action I am gonna take... She keeps silent. But when I open my heart to her, when she sees me determent, she says something like "well, don't you think... well, I am concerned that..." and boom! Suddenly and unconsciously I am concerned too! My brain cells are so well adjusted to obey her that it even feels like an instinct. I believe that they are MY thoughts, that I decided NOT to do it.... but no, it is her who is talking through my lips. I am living in a micro Matrix... Even if it wasn't for my friends who show me the reality, I would end up becoming her eventually... and the more I realize the truth, the more I am alienated from her... and from myself. Set me free!