Percentage Puppet

I suddenly came to realize today... Seems like I have zillions of tiny persons inside me wandering around constantly. Some chatter, some flatter, some depress, some bless, some fear and some dare... They are entirely black, like silhouettes. Cute, rounded, short boys... So small in size. They all look the same but they all have their own individual moods. Sadly, as they are too small to perceive or even notice, I have neither been able to hear their thoughts nor understand their feelings for all my life. I definetely do not know what changes their mood, however I guess the state of my mind changes accordingly. I have to explain at this point that my mood can change without any notice or irrespective of any significant event. I may be ecstatic one day and melancholic the other... But until today, I have never known why that happened. What I realized today is that there might be a percentage within my body which determines my mood. The percentage of my silhouette boys! Here is the maths... If more than %50 of my boys are depressed, then so am I. And if the majority is happy, then I am too! No need to look for any other reason or search for answers! No need to blame anyone else but my boys... Why haven't I realized this before? I am the puppet of my silhouette boys...